Hey Hey Hey

Hey guys Im sorry I havent been updating like usual but with me about to start freshman year and my mom cutting me off the computer I didnt really have time to. Sorry again. I will try my best to update regulary. Here is a poem I wrote yesterday. Part one:

Your my crack of sunlight 1:

Im not dead, just floating
Im not scared, just changing
They think Im dead
They think Im scared
Im dead inside and scared for you
I know we were young
but when I left it still stung
I dont know about you
But for me it wasnt easy
I left my first love
The guilt has always weighed me down
Thinking back at you
All I can do is frown
You were perfect
You were nice,sweet, and romantic
And now I think Im gonna be sick
Im sick of myself
I think of you, how much I love you
When its me that left
And you that treated me like a queen
I miss you alot
And from what I've seen
You loved me more than I will ever know
But I didnt see, until it was time to let go
Im not really sure how to say this
but I hope you dont love me as much for you that I do
Then it would just be heartache, for me and you
I dont want you to feel this
It hurts all the time
Im laughing right now
humorless tears in my eyes
I hope your current girlfriend
loves you as much as I
A repeat in my prayers
Is that you never change
You were perfect to me
One day I hope the world can see
That you shine brighter than anyone
I dont know what it is about you
That causes me to ache
These tears in my eyes
Now Im starting to shake
Could I love you to much?
But can you promise me one thing?
Your girlfriend now and all to be
Promise me you will treat them
like you treated me
If you do that I promise they will never forget you
This shouldve been our goodbye
And since you shine so bright
You can offically be
My crack of sunlight

Comments and Questions!!! About anything guys. Please and Thanx!

WWE Monday Night RAW!!!!

Okay so one thing i forgot to put on my profile is that I love wrestling. And John Cena. And if rour watching monday night raw, you would know that John Cena is wrestling!!! And the Nexas kiss ace!!! I don`t mean to disrespect your opinion if you like Nexas or dont like Cena. But anyways if you like WWE Raw, please leave your comments about who your fav wrestler is and stuff. Please and thanx!!

p.s: i think his name is sheanus??? that scottich gut with the red hair?? I love his voice!!! I just love accents! but anyway bye!!

~G

Hey guys!!!

Sorry guys we had to drop our granparents off back at there house. Im exausted so I think I will go now. But I have writers block so what should I write about??? Any Ideas for a new poem or anything?? Any body?? I have annoynomous comments so anybody can leave a comment. Please and thanx!!!

~G

My Immortal

Yea I know this song is old and stuff, but listening to it never gets old. Im gonna learn to play the keyboard. But anyways just listening to the lyrics makes me fall in love with evanescence. But anyways, I went to the mall with my grandparents today, and got a really cool sketchbook.A band is playing at hot topic today at 5. I really need to get more active on this blog more. But Im sorry I didnt post a poem yesterday like i said I would but here is one now:

Untitled

Clock hits midnight
Its black as far as all sight
My mind roaming
Thoughts from the last day
Rambeling all over my mind they stay
My mind and body, seprate not one
My body sitting there, while my mind has all the fun
Lights turned out, low Paramore playing
On the floor, picture frame in my hand
On the left there you stand
Here on the right there I am
I look back at you, my finger traces the frame
Looking at myself, I look so lame
Remembering all the time we spent together
My highest when you said hi
And you never told me a single lie
I also love when you taught me somthing new
I didnt know the right stance
So you taught me how to dance
The one thing I hate
Is our tearful goodbye
Now all I ask is why?
you said lets be friends
But nothing will ever be the same
But Im just worried you'll forget my name
What Im thinking bout right now?
Is our little talk yesterday
That in my mind I replay:
"I could never forget you
Your laugh, your cry
how when your tired
you do a great big sigh
Forgetting you is forgetting half of me
Your my first love, and only to be "
Sit in my room, staring off dazed
I climb back in bed
"goodnight"I said
To an empty space,meant for you
I drifted of to sleep
Our memories I still keep

Sooo, how did you like my poem?? I think its pretty good if I say so myself.
But I wanna hear your opinions. Questions and comments please and thanx.

~G

Still working on de song

If you write songs but dont have time for a band or somthing And you wanna put music to your song try jamstudio.com
This is where I made the music for my song. But right now Im really dissapointed. Why cant you be friends with somone on the internet without it turning all...kissy and stuff?? I just wanted somone who related to me and knew how I felt. Is that to much to ask for??? Mabe a poem later today. Comment, ask questions. Please and thanx!!! Boinga

~G

Hey, Hey!

I've spent all day making my song. Im trying to chase my dream, but why doesnt anybody in my family support me?? Mabe I will post it up here when I finalize it.
I think its pretty good. I just need a few followers and if you read this please follw my blog. Please, Im desprate!! So if you read this, tell you r friends and...well everybody!! Please and thanx! Mabe I will post somthing tommorow. Boinga

~G

Hey guys!

I think I will post a poem now so when my mom gets home it wont be so hard to.
I kind of got this from degrassi, well the idea. From Ashely's song, "Whats wrong with being somone else". I was in love with that song. So here is my poem version.:

Whats wrong with that?

Whats wrong with being somone else
Whats wrong with no problems with yourself
Whats wrong with no pain and suffering
They say you should love who you are
And I say that to!
But whats wrong with escaping for a while
To somone new
No problems,No pain and loss
No dealing with anything at all
Your someone else
And so I ask
Whats wrong with being someone else
Whats wrong with not wanting to deal with the pain
No troubles, because your someone else
Somtimes I dont wanna be me
I wanna be some one else


Ok I have to admit that was not as good as i thought it was when I wrote it. Thanx for those who like it. What can I do better to improve this blog?? If you have any ideas please comment and tell me whjat you wanna hear/see, whatever. PLease and thanx!

~G

Soul Caliber!!

I just finished making a person on soul caliber...dont know which one. To lazy to go and see. But anyways her name is Venaum. I wanted to name her venom (off of spider man) but that was to direct so I named her venaum. Like veitnaum 'cept without the 'et' part. But anyways. I hafta say. I think my poetry has kind of improved since I started this blog. And thanx to all who read this blog, too. I still need to improve on my voice and art. And lyrics. Ive joined some groups on deviantart and they can probly help to improve my poems and lyrics. I might post a poem up later today. Oh and just incase you havent caught on, Boinga means any thing in martian land, but I use it to say hi and bye and to block out cuss words. Boinga!

~G

OMG I was bout to have a heart attack! (not for real)

I thought blogger deleted my blog! It said it was disabled. Phew! But guess what?!?! I finished my song! Yayyyy! I think I will post it tommorow mabe. I've been working on it all day. Well after I went to the movies wit my little cousin. We saw dispicable me. It was pretty good. But anyways. Follow, leave comments please. And please tell other people to follow. Please and thanx!
Boinga!

~G

This Band is awesome!!!

I just heard of a new band and i think they are pretty awesome. They are called Renfue? They are awesome if you love paramore. Which I do. But anyways, Im gonna start writing songs again. And mabe posting them up here. But I guess I will put one of my poems up here. I wrote it last night hope you like it.

Escape to Darkness

Dark shadows, they surrond me
They mold into figures
wants, dreams, fantisies I lead
They carras me, embrace me
The dark wraps me up
Lets me not see
All the things that are wrong with me
It takes me away
To my very own land
Away from all car
And pain and loss
Its a big black blanket
Here to rock me asleep
Its the dark
A place that covers all mistakes
The dark, where you dont hafta act fake
Be your self, let it embrace you
Theres all kinds of things you can do
Do whatever you want
The darkness is afe
It hides all demons
Yours and Mines
A place where I escape
To my wants,dreams, and fantasies
The Darkness

For the record Its not about worshipping the devil or anything bad or watever. Its about the place I escape to. And no I am not talking about getting high or anything. Sooo.. yea. Just clearing that up.
And for the record all the poems up here are mine All that I made up!!! Unless I say its not mine and/or post a link to where I found it or somthing.
Boinga!!

~G

Adam Lambert!!!

I think adam Lambert is really cute. I think Im in love with him...no nevermind thats taking it to far. But still why do all the good guys have to be gay???
Idk. But yea thats all I wanted to say. I'll post a poem later today. Boinga!!!

~G

(Sigh)

Sorry guys, no poem 2day. But I promise I will have one tommorow. Its just that Ive been working on a mong and my art and the house is so crowded...
but anyways yes... so boinga!

~G

Sing a lil Song...Back on the road!!!

Im not gonna sing a song. Just felt like saying that! :) Back on the road tomorrow goin to new orleans! But anyways no poem of mine 2day. Ok but anyways I found a poem on yahoo and I loved it!!! So Im gonna put it up here! And let me say. IT IS NOT MINE!!!!! Hope you like! :)

Façade of Perfection;

You know that perfect girl?
Perfect family, right?
Never cheated, fought, or screamed,
lied, snuck out at night?

Do you envy her?
Do you hate her guts?
She is so ******* PERFECT
You think she must be nuts

God, that stuck up *****
you KNOW she thinks she's best
always condescending
thinks she's better than the rest

You really think you know her
She's all stuck up and snide
But all you see is the façade
Not the pain she feels inside

You never really knew her
Why did she dress like that?
Maybe to hide the cuts
and she thought she was fat

Now you wish you had more time
You shoulda been there
But she was so ANNOYING
all you did was stare

Now, tears roll down your cheeks
the ending of a life... this is because of you
Your damn FAULT
You let your hatred for yourself stew

This innocent girl took her life
and you feel those feeling too
Such a tragedy
that could have been stopped by YOU

You should have lent a hand
The confusion... the world begins to swirl
Everything is wrong
and now... you become that girl

Maybe someone will notice
but most likely not
Everyone thinks you're perfect
and won't give you a second thought.


I love it!!!
What do yall think???

Back home in my snuggly bed!!

ok so let my just say that im listening to whataya want from me: adam lambert and he is just soooooo hot!!!
Ok so i no that the song is not that new and stuff but i listen to this song before i go to sleep because i love listening to his voice before i go to sleep...but anyways. Im in bed right now listening to adam starving to death. I got back monday but didnt post anything cause there was nothing to post! I went to the outlets yesday and got my `backpack` for school yesday. Its a lavender messenger bag from coach. Is that to much??
Its my first day of high school nxt month.
No poem for today sorry for whoever reads this. And if you do read this: please follow and tell your friends please and thanx!!

~G