Farwell

Since novody reads this blog i started a new one one wordpress.
i won't be posting on this one again. Bye but feel free to check out my new blog. Please and Thankyou
(:

http://littledragonchild.wordpress.com

My first night getting to go out with friends!

Tonight was the first night I got to go out with my firends. Pretty sad isnt it. But it was really fun. First we went to hot topic.

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my first night allowed to go out with friends

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The Real Me!!!

hey guys! You finallt get to see what i look like. IF YOU READ THIS BLOG ENOUGH TO CARE. I didnt mean to capatalize that but it does go well with the sentance doesnt it? anyways here is a pic of me. Im blogging in my email write now so I hope they put the pis in the right place.

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By george I think Ive got it

I know how to blog from my email now. Gotta go now cuz of school. :)

~G

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the countdown starts now!

Ok so you know how I said Im gonna have a countdown from the guys I think are cutest?
It sarts now!! From 15!

Im still trying to find out how to blog from my phone so I need a little patience. Sorry that I didnt post as much as I used to and I didnt post yesterday, but I promise I will figure it out. Thanx, if you read all of my post and come back for more. I love you, if you read this and dont go: she's a loser. But of course Im not a loser and if you said it to my face you'd die. Just kidding but there would be consequences...
Any ways, Number 15:

Christopher Gorham




While Im doing a pic of him, I relized you guys havent seen the real me, you've seen my yahoo avatar. Next time I blog I'll give you guys a real pic of me. This blog I'll give you a pic that my frind N made me today, on a dress up game!



Arnt I cute?? Cept I dont wear dresses that much,Leave your comments and what would you look like if you were a cartoon??? Who is your top 15 cutest guy??? Put it in your comment. Please and thanx!

~G

Unfelt, Unseen, Unheard

Do not look so sad, sweet one
Sad and fadingly
Shed one drop then- it is gone
O'Twas born to die

Still so pale?then dearest,weep
Weep I'll count the tears
And each one shall be bliss
For thee in after years.

Brighter has it left thine eyes
Than a sunny rill
And thy whispering melodies
Are tenderer still

Yet- as all things mourn awhile
At fleeting blisses
Let us too; but be our dirge
A dirge of kisses


I
really like this poem. I didnt write it though. Its by Hougton in 1848. Well goodnight all.


~G

Camp Rock 2

Last night i watched Camp Rock 2 the final jam and lemme say, it wasnt as good as the first Camp Rock. It was pretty
good though. OK,guys I think im gonna start back posting a poem a day, because I wont improve if I only write a
poem like once a week. So brace yourself! Im back and better than ever!! But readers i think im gonna start a band
because I like rock and I really dont know how to rap so I think it would be best to start a rock band. I'll update later,
guys wish me luck. For what??? I dont know but i feel like im gonna need luck.


~G

untitled

Surrounded by black
it fills my soul
Alone in the dark
Numb all over, i cant feel my pain

its like a darkness
An evil, it scares me
I need to forget this
Forget what it could be

And then ii feel an emptyness
Overcome my heart

Where are they?
Theyre suppose to protect me
Even if it is from myself
My imaginary friends
They werent there for me
Who else can i turn to?

When i feel an emptyness
overcome my heart

surrounded by black
It fills my soul
Alone in the dark
Numb all over, I cant feel my pain

consuming me whole
just darkness inside
what if i cried
would my tears be black??

Then a familiar blackness
overcomes my heart

It makes my blood run cold
I dont know what to do
I'll beg for mercy
What did i do to deserve this

darkness overcoming my heart

surrounded by black
It fills my soul
Alone in the dark
Im alone in the dark

i know it needs a little work but practice makes perfect right? Remember i made this song and dont copy it please. Im trying to make it to be a singer and i cant be a singer/songwriter if people steal my songs. put this song doesnt have a title so what do you guys think the tite should be???

comments and questions and please follow my blog. please and thanx for reading

hey guys!!!!

hey this is just a little update im going to post later today but just asking if you guys read this. if you read this please leave a comment. im gonna post one of my songs up tonight. PLEASE L
EAVE ME COMMENTS PLEASE!!!!!

hey guys!!!!

im sorry i havent been on in a while. i just got a new phone but i promise i will try to get on as much as i used to. School has started and i like some guys there but its really awesome. Its like 12 o clock here or somthing. #ust got home froim s football game. We lost, and i mean we lost real bad. 29 to 9. It was pretty fun. Im bout to go to skeep but i promise I
'll do better

Theres this guy...

Sorry I havent posted anything. Not that anyone reads this blog, but school just started and I have band and homwork and stuff, but anyways I had to tell my computer about this amazing guy! Ive never met him before the second day of school, and whaen I first saw him, I just kind of fell in love with him. Well I would'nt go that far but I really like him and I dont even know him that well yet. Cute guys tommow gotta go, bye!!

~G

Farwell

Guys I wont be able to post that much for a while so if its been about a week or 2 i apologize. I hafta go sorry. But feel free to still follow me whaen I get back to posting

Stero Types

I hate when people talk about me saying that Im fake just because I like scene/emo/goth dress style. So!!! I like the clothes!! It doesnt mean Im fake just because Im black!! I dont like rap! I dont walk around talking like Im 3 years old!! Some people think just because Im black I act like a 'gangster'. Well let me tell you. Bye the time I have like 100 post you will know that I act nothing like that. So anyways, school is starting next week and we hafta where uniform! It sucks. Im thinking about grownig my hair out instead of getting it cut every time I go to the salon. But starting next week If I have time. Im gonna start a countdown. Of the guys I think are hott!! I think It will start at 15 probly. It s gonna be one guy per post. K? ttyl
~G

Hey Hey Hey

Hey guys Im sorry I havent been updating like usual but with me about to start freshman year and my mom cutting me off the computer I didnt really have time to. Sorry again. I will try my best to update regulary. Here is a poem I wrote yesterday. Part one:

Your my crack of sunlight 1:

Im not dead, just floating
Im not scared, just changing
They think Im dead
They think Im scared
Im dead inside and scared for you
I know we were young
but when I left it still stung
I dont know about you
But for me it wasnt easy
I left my first love
The guilt has always weighed me down
Thinking back at you
All I can do is frown
You were perfect
You were nice,sweet, and romantic
And now I think Im gonna be sick
Im sick of myself
I think of you, how much I love you
When its me that left
And you that treated me like a queen
I miss you alot
And from what I've seen
You loved me more than I will ever know
But I didnt see, until it was time to let go
Im not really sure how to say this
but I hope you dont love me as much for you that I do
Then it would just be heartache, for me and you
I dont want you to feel this
It hurts all the time
Im laughing right now
humorless tears in my eyes
I hope your current girlfriend
loves you as much as I
A repeat in my prayers
Is that you never change
You were perfect to me
One day I hope the world can see
That you shine brighter than anyone
I dont know what it is about you
That causes me to ache
These tears in my eyes
Now Im starting to shake
Could I love you to much?
But can you promise me one thing?
Your girlfriend now and all to be
Promise me you will treat them
like you treated me
If you do that I promise they will never forget you
This shouldve been our goodbye
And since you shine so bright
You can offically be
My crack of sunlight

Comments and Questions!!! About anything guys. Please and Thanx!

WWE Monday Night RAW!!!!

Okay so one thing i forgot to put on my profile is that I love wrestling. And John Cena. And if rour watching monday night raw, you would know that John Cena is wrestling!!! And the Nexas kiss ace!!! I don`t mean to disrespect your opinion if you like Nexas or dont like Cena. But anyways if you like WWE Raw, please leave your comments about who your fav wrestler is and stuff. Please and thanx!!

p.s: i think his name is sheanus??? that scottich gut with the red hair?? I love his voice!!! I just love accents! but anyway bye!!

~G

Hey guys!!!

Sorry guys we had to drop our granparents off back at there house. Im exausted so I think I will go now. But I have writers block so what should I write about??? Any Ideas for a new poem or anything?? Any body?? I have annoynomous comments so anybody can leave a comment. Please and thanx!!!

~G

My Immortal

Yea I know this song is old and stuff, but listening to it never gets old. Im gonna learn to play the keyboard. But anyways just listening to the lyrics makes me fall in love with evanescence. But anyways, I went to the mall with my grandparents today, and got a really cool sketchbook.A band is playing at hot topic today at 5. I really need to get more active on this blog more. But Im sorry I didnt post a poem yesterday like i said I would but here is one now:

Untitled

Clock hits midnight
Its black as far as all sight
My mind roaming
Thoughts from the last day
Rambeling all over my mind they stay
My mind and body, seprate not one
My body sitting there, while my mind has all the fun
Lights turned out, low Paramore playing
On the floor, picture frame in my hand
On the left there you stand
Here on the right there I am
I look back at you, my finger traces the frame
Looking at myself, I look so lame
Remembering all the time we spent together
My highest when you said hi
And you never told me a single lie
I also love when you taught me somthing new
I didnt know the right stance
So you taught me how to dance
The one thing I hate
Is our tearful goodbye
Now all I ask is why?
you said lets be friends
But nothing will ever be the same
But Im just worried you'll forget my name
What Im thinking bout right now?
Is our little talk yesterday
That in my mind I replay:
"I could never forget you
Your laugh, your cry
how when your tired
you do a great big sigh
Forgetting you is forgetting half of me
Your my first love, and only to be "
Sit in my room, staring off dazed
I climb back in bed
"goodnight"I said
To an empty space,meant for you
I drifted of to sleep
Our memories I still keep

Sooo, how did you like my poem?? I think its pretty good if I say so myself.
But I wanna hear your opinions. Questions and comments please and thanx.

~G

Still working on de song

If you write songs but dont have time for a band or somthing And you wanna put music to your song try jamstudio.com
This is where I made the music for my song. But right now Im really dissapointed. Why cant you be friends with somone on the internet without it turning all...kissy and stuff?? I just wanted somone who related to me and knew how I felt. Is that to much to ask for??? Mabe a poem later today. Comment, ask questions. Please and thanx!!! Boinga

~G

Hey, Hey!

I've spent all day making my song. Im trying to chase my dream, but why doesnt anybody in my family support me?? Mabe I will post it up here when I finalize it.
I think its pretty good. I just need a few followers and if you read this please follw my blog. Please, Im desprate!! So if you read this, tell you r friends and...well everybody!! Please and thanx! Mabe I will post somthing tommorow. Boinga

~G

Hey guys!

I think I will post a poem now so when my mom gets home it wont be so hard to.
I kind of got this from degrassi, well the idea. From Ashely's song, "Whats wrong with being somone else". I was in love with that song. So here is my poem version.:

Whats wrong with that?

Whats wrong with being somone else
Whats wrong with no problems with yourself
Whats wrong with no pain and suffering
They say you should love who you are
And I say that to!
But whats wrong with escaping for a while
To somone new
No problems,No pain and loss
No dealing with anything at all
Your someone else
And so I ask
Whats wrong with being someone else
Whats wrong with not wanting to deal with the pain
No troubles, because your someone else
Somtimes I dont wanna be me
I wanna be some one else


Ok I have to admit that was not as good as i thought it was when I wrote it. Thanx for those who like it. What can I do better to improve this blog?? If you have any ideas please comment and tell me whjat you wanna hear/see, whatever. PLease and thanx!

~G

Soul Caliber!!

I just finished making a person on soul caliber...dont know which one. To lazy to go and see. But anyways her name is Venaum. I wanted to name her venom (off of spider man) but that was to direct so I named her venaum. Like veitnaum 'cept without the 'et' part. But anyways. I hafta say. I think my poetry has kind of improved since I started this blog. And thanx to all who read this blog, too. I still need to improve on my voice and art. And lyrics. Ive joined some groups on deviantart and they can probly help to improve my poems and lyrics. I might post a poem up later today. Oh and just incase you havent caught on, Boinga means any thing in martian land, but I use it to say hi and bye and to block out cuss words. Boinga!

~G

OMG I was bout to have a heart attack! (not for real)

I thought blogger deleted my blog! It said it was disabled. Phew! But guess what?!?! I finished my song! Yayyyy! I think I will post it tommorow mabe. I've been working on it all day. Well after I went to the movies wit my little cousin. We saw dispicable me. It was pretty good. But anyways. Follow, leave comments please. And please tell other people to follow. Please and thanx!
Boinga!

~G

This Band is awesome!!!

I just heard of a new band and i think they are pretty awesome. They are called Renfue? They are awesome if you love paramore. Which I do. But anyways, Im gonna start writing songs again. And mabe posting them up here. But I guess I will put one of my poems up here. I wrote it last night hope you like it.

Escape to Darkness

Dark shadows, they surrond me
They mold into figures
wants, dreams, fantisies I lead
They carras me, embrace me
The dark wraps me up
Lets me not see
All the things that are wrong with me
It takes me away
To my very own land
Away from all car
And pain and loss
Its a big black blanket
Here to rock me asleep
Its the dark
A place that covers all mistakes
The dark, where you dont hafta act fake
Be your self, let it embrace you
Theres all kinds of things you can do
Do whatever you want
The darkness is afe
It hides all demons
Yours and Mines
A place where I escape
To my wants,dreams, and fantasies
The Darkness

For the record Its not about worshipping the devil or anything bad or watever. Its about the place I escape to. And no I am not talking about getting high or anything. Sooo.. yea. Just clearing that up.
And for the record all the poems up here are mine All that I made up!!! Unless I say its not mine and/or post a link to where I found it or somthing.
Boinga!!

~G

Adam Lambert!!!

I think adam Lambert is really cute. I think Im in love with him...no nevermind thats taking it to far. But still why do all the good guys have to be gay???
Idk. But yea thats all I wanted to say. I'll post a poem later today. Boinga!!!

~G

(Sigh)

Sorry guys, no poem 2day. But I promise I will have one tommorow. Its just that Ive been working on a mong and my art and the house is so crowded...
but anyways yes... so boinga!

~G

Sing a lil Song...Back on the road!!!

Im not gonna sing a song. Just felt like saying that! :) Back on the road tomorrow goin to new orleans! But anyways no poem of mine 2day. Ok but anyways I found a poem on yahoo and I loved it!!! So Im gonna put it up here! And let me say. IT IS NOT MINE!!!!! Hope you like! :)

Façade of Perfection;

You know that perfect girl?
Perfect family, right?
Never cheated, fought, or screamed,
lied, snuck out at night?

Do you envy her?
Do you hate her guts?
She is so ******* PERFECT
You think she must be nuts

God, that stuck up *****
you KNOW she thinks she's best
always condescending
thinks she's better than the rest

You really think you know her
She's all stuck up and snide
But all you see is the façade
Not the pain she feels inside

You never really knew her
Why did she dress like that?
Maybe to hide the cuts
and she thought she was fat

Now you wish you had more time
You shoulda been there
But she was so ANNOYING
all you did was stare

Now, tears roll down your cheeks
the ending of a life... this is because of you
Your damn FAULT
You let your hatred for yourself stew

This innocent girl took her life
and you feel those feeling too
Such a tragedy
that could have been stopped by YOU

You should have lent a hand
The confusion... the world begins to swirl
Everything is wrong
and now... you become that girl

Maybe someone will notice
but most likely not
Everyone thinks you're perfect
and won't give you a second thought.


I love it!!!
What do yall think???

Back home in my snuggly bed!!

ok so let my just say that im listening to whataya want from me: adam lambert and he is just soooooo hot!!!
Ok so i no that the song is not that new and stuff but i listen to this song before i go to sleep because i love listening to his voice before i go to sleep...but anyways. Im in bed right now listening to adam starving to death. I got back monday but didnt post anything cause there was nothing to post! I went to the outlets yesday and got my `backpack` for school yesday. Its a lavender messenger bag from coach. Is that to much??
Its my first day of high school nxt month.
No poem for today sorry for whoever reads this. And if you do read this: please follow and tell your friends please and thanx!!

~G

Got a full day of work tommorow

Tomorrow i have alot of things going on. Im getting braces, right after that Im gonna jump in the car and head to NC to see the granparents. And plus there is that whole `eclispe is playing at midnight tonight` thing. Right now im just trying to relax by watching degrassi. Soo..yea. I probly wont be able to post that much not that anybody reads this. :)

Rain

Its raining here. I love it when it rains, so I decided to post. Hope you like :)

Sky is gray
Thunder booms
Lightning light
the sky for the moon
The rain falls down
The sky is crying
There she is peacfully lying
On the bed sleeping tight
She's dreaming of
the perfect guy
Its raining there, Its raining here
For that guy takes away all her fear
The dream is bliss
She really wants this
But soon enough she sits up awake
Thinking of what it would take
To dreram again
That exact dream
That exact guy
She hears the rain
And watches it fall
That guy is all she's thinking about
Rain brings great things
And now its time you see
how special rain can be
The doorbell rings
That guy is at the door
Now do you see what rain brings?
That exact guy
from that exact dream
And all I have to say is there love was not a fling
Happily Ever After
For the rest of there lives
They will be telling the story of that exact night

Ok I addmit that is not one of my best poems. Well atleast not from my point of veiw.

Leave comments, ask questions. Please and thanx!!

~G

Little Miss Evil

She's in a cute dress
appropriate and pink
Little do you know she's made a big mess
The smile of an angel
The voice of a song
Its hard to belive
She will doom us all
A sweet smile
And you all fall
Behind the fake
She's making a plan
That could put all our live's at stake
I put on a smile
Act like I dont know
That she's my one and only foe
She is little evil
In a cute dress
criminal mastermind
Acting all kind
I go to my room
Hear somthing: BOOM!!
Turn around quickly
There she is
She gets down to biz
"so you know about me, huh?"
I shrug and keep my cool
Her hands on her hips,
"Your not a fool,
come take my side,
c'mon lets go, my aunt just 'died',
lets hit the road, take whats ours
havn't you ever dreamed of power?"
So now just guess what I did
Did I stay in a house with corpses in it?
No
I left with little miss evil
And she needed to learn to never trust people
Yes, I stabbed her in the back
Or in this case the heart
Now she's rolling down a hill in a wal-mart
cart

lol its kind of like a twisted dr.suess
comments? questions? Im open to critisism let me know what you guys think k?
And incase your not into the whole death/'goth' poetry I will do other things so...yea

-G

Bored to death!!

Nothing to do!! Im watching south park, Butters`s mom just tried to kill him. I cant go to sleep there is nothing to do and Im on a diet. Well I wouldn`t call it a diet. The only thing diffrent is that Im jogging and doing yoga every day and that Im not eating candy, and Im only drinking water. It has really worked I`ve lost most of my stomach and my love handles are fading too. Im getting braces nxt week. Purple and Pink. i think from now on Im just gonna start putting my poems and lyrics up here. Any body can give me some suggestions about what to write about, cuz I really have no clue.

- G

Choir of death

Its the choir of death
They scream and they cry
They bring great pain
And this, is not a lie
They parade out into night
underneath the full moon
to find a new member soon
Their opera is retched
It peirces my ears
Its the choir of death
There reign is near
The blood shed is everywhere
A soul they never spare
They are closer
They are louder
Plese,Sombody shake me awake
Im begging you, telling you this is not fake
What kind of nightmare is this?
Who said its a nightmare
Its the choir of death
Here to take me away
I try to scream but nothing comes out
There faces are decay
There stench from '80 May
They are closer
I cant take it
I might pass away
They are coming anyway
But keep this little secret:
They might come for you one day